Harder To Breathe
It seems like it would contradict itself, but every day that goes by, it is both more likely and less likely, that we’ll get a referral.
On one hand, its been 52 days since we went HSTK. Everyone before me on my very incomplete list has received their referral. We’ve GOT to be next.
And then on the other hand, once they’ve referred all the babies born in 2006 (and, unfortunately, we have no idea how many there are) there will be a 5 month hiatus and we should not expect a referral till after June. Which, I’m sure you know, would SUCK.
So, everyday, I wake up… and depending on my level of optimism, think “It’s GOT to be today!” or “We’re NEVER going to get a baby. I want to die.”
Its a rollercoaster. And we all know how I feel about those.