Closer To Feelin Fine
Though I remain anxious, the past couple of days have been a little bit easier, as I’ve tried to focus on the bigger picture. Its been so easy to get caught up in me and my needs and why cant I get what I want right now. But the story of this adoption is so much bigger than just me wanting a baby. There are lots of people involved. There’s a birthmom, and a foster family, and most importantly, a child. And if I want this whole story to glorify God, then it would only make sense to trust that He’ll work it all out in the best way for everyone.
It makes it a little bit easier to get through another day without The Call, knowing that even though I have no control over the situation, someone who loves me does. And not only does He love me, but He loves my baby, and the people caring for my baby right now, and the woman who gave up her baby. Thank you, God.