If I Aint Got You Baby
In case anyone didnt know, blogging is not easy with a new baby. I’ve wanted to post about several things, but having both time and energy has proven difficult.
On Monday afternoon, I ventured out to run some errands by myself. I had no idea it’d be so hard to be away from him. I left when he was sleeping, and that was probably the only thing that kept me from calling home every 5 minutes. I kept having to tell myself that I didnt want to wake him.
I kinda knew I was a goner when earlier that day, he was napping for a loooong time, and it was at the point where I wasnt even trying to be quiet anymore. I missed his cute little smile and was tyerd of him sleeping. Yep, I’m definitely smitten.
Guess who went for a walk yesterday? Thats right, me! It wasnt very successful, but at least I gave it a try. Steve had much better luck on a walk later that day when it was breezier. My walk was supposed to be an after breakfast bottle walk, while it was still cool. But instead it was an after bottle, diaper change, I put on some clothes, answered a phone call, and did a few other things I cant remember. And by that time, it was too hot out and we were both sweaty and grumpy in five minutes. But I’m willing to try again today.
And this is my life. Live and die by the clock set by a jet-lagged, traumatized (yet adjusting!) 7 month old. And I should probably go pee before he wakes up.
