How Do You Prove It?
I think, at this point, its pretty clear that God doesnt want me experiencing any typical celebratory events. First we elope, now we’re adopting. I missed out on a big fancy wedding (and all the presents) and now I wont be partaking in the “normal” way of having a baby. (but hopefully someone will throw me a baby shower).
I’m not sure if this is to keep me grounded, or to punish me for being so materialistic… either way, if its anything like the day I got married, it will be worth the sacrifice.
However, I’d like this process to feel a bit more real. I’m sure after we submit a application to an agency, and the first check is written, it’ll feel more real. Right now, we’ve told a few people, but thats the only step we’ve taken (besides deciding and committing in our hearts that this is what we’re doing).
Yep.
We have a informational meeting on Saturday with one of the agencies I mentioned before. I hope it’ll go well. I’d like to make a decision soon. I’m getting antsy to get the ball rolling and bring my baby home.