First Choice
I’m kinda bored today, and trying to keep my mind off the fact that two of the adoption agencies I sent emails to, havent emailed me back. So, I’ve been surfing for well written blogs on adoption. I’ve found quite a few, they might even have their own webring. But ALL of them are infertile women seeking adoption as their second choice. And while I’m happy for all of them and their recent journeys, what I really want to read about is a person out there juuuust like me. A wacko that God called to adopt a child first, when she’s probably capable of normal procreation. As of now, I think I might be the only one.
The Naked Ovary is the one I’m reading through right now. It’ll take awhile, I’m still back in the archives of 2004. Very enjoyable and definitely helping me remember there are other crazy people out there. I’m not the only one that feels incapable of just about everything.
Besides adoption being my first choice, I have one more great thing on my side. God’s got my back. Its good to know, and I’m glad I’m finally understanding what that means for me.
“Trust God from the bottom of your heart; don’t try to figure out everything on your own. Listen for God’s voice in everything you do, everywhere you go; he’s the one who will keep you on track.” (Proverbs 3:5-6 The Message).